sorry

sorry for yesterday i argue wif u..
i noe i very mean , have a bad emotion!!
i promise u, i wont argue wif u anymore!!
and i wont give u alot trouble to helping me to slove!!
i noe u ar tired when finish u work..
i should stand by u side to think!
but, wat i wan for u is..
i just wan hang out wif you without u ar talking world cup wif u frd..
u phone is ringing non stop, when i talk wif u no enough one min u phone ring again!!
if u really buzy or feel tired u can no need accompany me!
i wont angry, i wont argue wif u!
i just wan u to care me more!!
but u too busy d...
i'm dating wif u, not let u ignore at the side!
and not every time when u did wrong just will say sorry to me!
i dun wan heard sorry anymore!
i noe u ar busy u ar tired and maybe forgot wat i ask u to help me!!
tat fine!!i will settle myself!
and i promise u, no argue-ing, no complaining, no angry!
i just will be keep silent at the side!

gg.com.my

16th june!!!
the 1st paper goin to www.gg.com
i start to worry izit i will fail tis paper..
is hard..!!!
and make me headache when i doing the question!!!
and i make a lot mistake on my paper!!!
WTF!!
and waste alot marks at theory part!!!
sob sob!!!
i hate FINANCIAL!!!!

i cant feel it

i can't feel i important for you..

i can't feel you ar really love me..

i can't feel i'm your last gf..

i cant feel it!!!!!!!!!

I HATE!

I HATE ARGUE-ING!
I HATE STAY AT HOME!
I HATE CRYING ALONE!
I SCARE BE ALONE!

WAT I WAN?WAT I NEED?
IDK IDK IDK!!

i hate u

sorry again..
i cannot help anything!
study while work..
really stress for me..
but no one can feel it, tat is suffer!
salary out..i hard to tell mummy my salary just have 300...
but just now she was asking me, i say how much u need..
she start to find sumthing to say me...
and start to argue becoz the money!!!
sorry i really tired on it..
i really scare i will fail the paper!!!
but why no one can feel i'm tired i 'm suffer??
daddy wat u scolding me just now...
is hurt me u noe...
i'm u daughter!!!
u say u wanna buy the car, now wat u say??
u say tat car not under u name!!!
so u can dun wan to pay the installment!!!
wth!!!!!
wat u talking about??
wat u did, u never feel u ar fault!!!
u just will noe u thinking is true!!!
u'r selfish!!!!
dad, i really look down u!!!
summore u can say if i cannot bear it, den go end up my life??
ya,dad i got think it before!!!
becoz you i really tired!!!
dun force me to decide to end up all the thing!!!
i will do it!!!!!

FUCKING LIFE

STRESS STRESS STRESS STRESS STRESS!!!!!
i need a place to let me shout !!!!
shout shout shout!!!
final coming soon!!
and now already 5th of june!
i need to headache the installment, ph bill!!
and sum debt!!!
FUCK!!!
i really no much money to settle all the thing!!!
wat can i do now??
who can teach me?who can help me??
parent??
i think they need my help more den i need them!!
MUMMY i hope u dun everyday asking me when my salary out??
i told u many time d..
i just a part time promoter.
i still need to study, i cannot work much hour at every week..
i really stress when u asking me about money!!
pls stop to asking can??
and DAD, pls to stand our side to think!!!
dun so selfish to think u ar suffer!!!
and dun everyday to find sum thing to argue wif mum!!
i really tired to u both!!!
pls laaaaaa...!!!!
DAD, MUM
i really suffer on my life.
i crying every nite, i emo every day..!!!
who noe who care??
nobody!!!
3 years!
i bear it have 3 years times d..
tis is my 1st time i cannot breath, cannot slp to think about the stupid installment and the family problem!!!!
GOD when i can piss off the suffer life??
when i can enjoy my life without the those thing??
izit the best way is let me end up all the thing??!!!!
GOD i need u to guide me!!!

i really bear enough the fucking life!!!!

YOU

i break up wif my bf since got one more month plus..
but now i in relationship again!!!
izit he is my mr.right??
izit he is my last bf??
i hope he is..
i really thx god to let me meet him in my life..
he is a gud man, i never meet before..
he really make me touch..
when i need him, he sure will be my side to helping me..
is he to make me rely on him...
he make me jealous..
he make me smile when i moody..
he care me, when i sick..
i really appreciate wat he did for me..
i noe he love me more den i love him..
i will try to love him more, and be a gud gf!!
i will learn how to appreciate you, i will learn to treat u gud..
i love you!
you will be my heart forever and never end up in my life..
i belong to you!!!!!
my dear~

again and again!

i'm crying again and again!!
i hate the installment!!!
i hate pressure!!!
i hate money!!!
i hate crying!!!
i hate ppl scold me!!!
i hate ppl blame me!!!
i hate everything!
i hate my life!!!!