hmm...

today when i wake up..
i ty to do my revision..
but my heart is in facebbok..
not on book..
damn..
when think like wan do revision..
will feel sleepy..
and do this do that..
touch this touch that..
just wan start my revision..
i spend hold day to finish one chapter and 3 assessment question..
but i still confuse on the question when need to put in when need to ignore..
haih..
but i feel i more understand den last sem..
final was coming soon..
i damn stress now..
summore tis month have a lot thing to happen on me..
break up, gossip thing on my job, feel like ignore sumone , and just get a bad new..anson gonna leave soon..
damn sad..
tsk tsk..
anson wish u all the best..
dun forget topshop topman queensbay staff k..
we alway be wif you..
ahaha..

*******
finally i have a chance chat wif you in facebook..
izit i still have a chance to say i miss you?
izit i still have a chance to say sorry to you?
izit i still have a chance say i love you ?
anywhere have or didn't have also nvm la..
i hope you can give me a chance be you gf one day..
i hope to date wif you..
give a last date can??
tat is my require..
hope i can have the chance..!


******



when start to do revision tat me..messy hair!!!!




messy table...




the white colour shirt guys...gonna leave us..he call anson..
will miss euuuuu

i know it...

i know you treat me very gud..

i know you care me..

but..

i need a times....

and i dun think i wan be relationship now..

coz i havent forget MR.M!!!

Barney - I Love You

29.04.2010

today i got two blog to post..
one is sadness one is enjoyment..

sadness ....?
long time didn't contract you d.
seriously i still miss you, still care you, stil love you...
but wat should i do??
just act ntg in front my frd..
i really wan to know.
izit you never break up wif your kl gf?
izit you cheat me when you on wif me?
izit you love me before.!!
izit i'm just your doll???
i want know the answer!
but i know tat is impossible you will tell me..
rite??
i feel i'm silly to say wanna use the heart to change you become a gud guy..
and i silly to as you is my last bf..
anywhere...
if you together back wif your kl gf..
i hope u appreciate her...
i can feel tat she is a gud gf...
well..
i very thx for your one month memory..
if we didn't break up..
i think we together got 2 month d..
watever la..
i hope to see u smile..
i love you*



enjoyment!
today meet up magdalene my new frd..
we meet up at mng..
after we go topshop have a look..
becoz...TOPSHOP on sale now..
woo..
but we have no money to buy..
sob..
after we go "shu lin" have our lunch..
we chichat non-stop at there..
she damn cute..
=)
finish our lunch..
we go to G hotel..
coz COACH on sale at there..
but also expensive..
we really broke..
canot bring it back home..
coz we have a plan..
tat is goin to singapore shopping at end of tis years..
erm...after we shop shop shop..
we go to winter warmer have a seat..
ahaha..
high tea again..
and chichat again..
high tea time pass d..
we went to parkson shop...
shop until we feel like to eat ice-cream..
we go to MCD..
eat again and again..
we really become fatty..
damn..
ahaha..
is taking photo time now!
yeah..
we went to G hotel toilet..
omg crazy girl...
ppl look like we crazy wan..
summore feel swt..
lolx...
later will upload it...
well
i very enjoy when goin out wif magdalene..
she is a funny girl, emo, chichat non-stop and eat non-stop wif me!
i damn like to go out wif her..
ahahahah...
now she is my partner..
thx god to give me a chance to know her!
THX...


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2



3


me..


END

today

today i woke up around 8 sumthing..
took my breakfast and prepare my redo test...
around 10 sumthing..
drop my sis to sch..
and i pass greenland MCD to buy a ice-cream.
the 1st time i ate ice-cream in early morning..
the ice-cream was cheer me up..
smile =)
i feel everything be fine when i finish the sundae cup...
and the sticky hand made candy..!!!
finally i took it to eat..!!
woo is nice..
must try on it...

around 2 sumthing i went to college..
when i goin the mini market to buy sum drink..
i just noe tat i forgot to bring my wallet out..
omg..
summore i just notice my ic is not put in side my wallet..
luckily i didn't meet any police when i drive..
lolz...
swt rite..???
ahhaha..
finish the redo test...went back house to start my house keeping..
my room is damn messy..
i think i have two week didn't keep my room..
all my dirty shirt is throw on my bed..

hmmm....after the house keeping..
went out to fetch ginnie come my house to having steamboat wif my family..
and chichat our future..
feel enjoy by today..
but now i need to start my revision...
bye~

the pic i took!


i ate the ice-cream when i drove back home...xp



sticky!!bought it at 1U when goin to kl!











messy shoes...

end..

WHAT I WAN???

what i think now??
i really dunno...
just noe!
i'm...
feel emptiness!
feel down!
feel suffer!
feel unhappy!
feel stress for everything!
feel like to cry!


What i want now?
i want ice-cream to cheer me up?
i want chocolate to cheer me up?
i want cake to cheer me up?
what i also dun wan!
i want complete my paper!
i want stop my job!
i want leave here!
i want travel!
i want crazy shooping wif frd!!
i want YOU!
but...YOU and ME was pass d..
i need a time to forget YOU!
And pls piss off my life!
i need be single now!
i need my best frd beside me!
i need gathering wif my frd!
high tea!dinner together!chichat together!
i wan back before i'm single 3 years tat life!
i wan be a mummy girls, be a hardworking and complete my paper!


Mummy, Daddy, Friends..
sorry to let you all so disappointed on me..
i'm promise, i will try to be back before tat weinee!
i will try to be a gud girl..!
i will ty to quit my bad habit!
be a normal and quite my complicated life for now!
i really feel sorry to you all!!!
hope you all will give me one more chance and forgive me wat i did before!
thx!
='(

i noe

i noe i change alot..

seriously i dunno why i will become like tat..

i really cannot accept i smoke i drink i went to club dance wif guy..

before tat me..

wont do tat..

and no dare to do it so..

i feel very sorry to my parent..

now i try my best to be back before tat weinee..

be mummy gal's

thx my best frd when i sad or happen unhappy thing..

u all still support me...

didn't ignore me..

really thx u al..

i'm promise i will try my best be back myself....

hurt..

i feel hurt when i receive u facebook msg..

well..

fine..

i wan give our one more chance..

is u keep ignore me..

now u wan be back frd..

tat fine..

let a god decide la..

the sim card spoit d..

i think no need renew d..

just let it game over..

becoz of you i'm crying again and again..

i hope i can be back myself..

anywhere take care yourself..

and think izit i treat u bad??

izit i'm a bad gf!!!

izit i'm immature!!!!

forget

i try to forget you..

but is hard..

i need a time as my medicine..

><

sorry!

sorry i misunderstand you..

sorry when i emo..

sorry i not a gud gf..

sorry i always argue wif you..

sorry and sorry again..

i noe sorry no cure..

but i canno do anything..

well..

we ended now!!!

thx for u one month memory, sayang me, care me and love me..

thx for u everything..

i love you..

but i cannot get u heart..

so let u go..

i noe now i say sorry is too late d..

well..

take care yourself!!!

will put u in my heart forever...




the last gift i give you...hope you will appreciate on it..

love you <3>

manicure

manicure!!!

just done it by today..!!

i waste RM25 on my nail =(

see..

red colour nail..

woo..i love it so much...





processing ><





END

DOROTHY PERKINS

i love it...

the basic..

is nice and sexyyyyyy...

well bring u home on next week..

weeeee...

simple and nice...

woo..sexy dress...

OMG!!!

OMG!!!
OMG OMG!!!!
OMG OMG OMG!!!!
OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!

i become fat d..
my stupid cousin sure laugh me and call me FATTYNEE again!!!
sobz..
arghhhh...

start form today i wan ON DIET!!!!!
should stop my supper!!!!
my tea time!!!!
and everyday gym gym gym!!!!
sob sob..

='(
see my fat body and the dimple babeee faceee...

see..see...see...


the ugly babe face....hng hng....


ugly + pimple....





my fat body...



so now i'm FATTYNEE...='(